Even If Your Regret Tries to Hold Me Back – SylBee's Domain

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by syl_bee — The child, who was still too young to be left alone, gripped my hand tightly with pale fingers and spoke with gentle breaths. The small child who used to comfort me when I cried. The small embrace that once held me. Now I'll never know how warm that touch was. There's no one left to tell me. No family but in name, no lover who promised forever, no mother, no Basil. No one remained. Everyone was as resentful as they were missed, and as missed as they were resentful. "If you were both…
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by syl_bee — "Are you Helena Owen?" Perhaps that was when it started. When God completely abandoned her. That's what Helena thought, having gone from a witch wandering the streets to becoming the noble Grand Duchess. "Strangely, whenever I'm near you, my heart feels at peace. The more I think of you, the more I miss you. I wish... you felt the same way about me." Eugene Hyde von Evergale. The owner of the land that all the villagers who cursed her stood upon. From the moment she encountered the Grand Duke of…
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by syl_bee — Daisy Bouquet When I turned my eyes to the window, the sun had long since set. To think I'd been tied up to this extent. Whether she was visible before my eyes or not, she was truly a woman who bothered me. "Hah......." Another dry sigh passed. At that moment, light footsteps could be heard piercing through the tranquil darkness. The footsteps grew closer and closer before stopping in front of my door. Soon, someone knocked on the wooden panel and entered—as expected,…
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by syl_bee — How to Become Happy The Empress welcomed Helena as if greeting a longtime friend she hadn't seen in ages. "Come in. I've been waiting for you." Helena grasped the hem of her dress and curtsied with a bow. "I greet Your Majesty, the radiant moon of the Empire." "I too am pleased to see you here. Thanks to your composed handling of the situation, the luncheon proceeded without any incident. I was able to breathe a sigh of relief." The Empress praised Helena with the expression of someone…
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by syl_bee — Helena turned her gaze from the window and took another sip of her tea. The warm liquid moistened her mouth, allowing her voice to come out smoothly despite not having spoken for a long time. "The weather is so clear today." "...I suppose." "The tea's fragrance is better than usual." "Is that so." Eugene briefly responded while turning to the next page of the newspaper. He didn't even spare her a glance. This indifferent man let his wife's words pass by like a breeze, no matter what she said. Not…
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by syl_bee — They say people who have received their death date have a list of things they want to eat and do that reaches the sky. But Helena had only one thing. To have a small, modest house of her own in Praeterita. That village held the graves of Basil and her mother. It was her hometown, filled with longing and affection. Being near the communal cemetery, it wouldn't cost much to build a warm log cabin. Once the house was completed, she would place a soft, plush single-person sofa and a table with a white lace…
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by syl_bee — Even If I Have to Break You An investigator was someone who dug into cases and collected evidence. Until then, it had been limited to just a few questions during interrogation, but if Eugene got involved, things would be different. Direct searches would be possible even in places where investigators couldn't set foot. Christine's head whipped toward the window where her room was located. Sure enough, there was a large figure faintly visible. Christine ran hurriedly without even the presence of…
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by syl_bee — Quiet Danger "What are you looking at so intently?" For a moment, the fine hairs on the back of Helena's neck stood on end, but she tried to answer calmly. "A bluebird seemed to have lost its way, so I was giving it some directions." "......?" Ian raised one eyebrow at her incomprehensible answer. It was an expression Helena rarely saw, so she looked at his face longer than usual. "......Is there something on my face?" "No, I just... wanted to look at you." Though it was a straightforward,…
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by syl_bee — The Storm Passes The monotonous tone briefly obscured the content. 'Did I just hear that he robbed the lord's gold?' What nerve. Helena looked up at Elai with eyes that went beyond admiration to near shock. "......How?" "I changed clothes quite a lot today. The most fun part was when I switched with the treasury keeper." Helena finally understood. Why his forehead was beaded with sweat despite the weather. He must have been busily running around here…
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by syl_bee — A Dream-like Love "I shall enter, Your Grace." Walter stopped in front of the double doors. He waited for a response, but the inside was quiet. A small, familiar sigh escaped through Walter's teeth. He opened both doors simultaneously and stepped inside. Immediately, thick cigarette smoke wafted toward him. "Cough, cough." As he reflexively covered his mouth, something caught his foot. Empty wine bottles were rolling around here and there. Through the cigarette…
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