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      by syl_bee The unexpectedly soft skin touched Kisa's lips briefly before pulling away. It was a fleeting contact, just enough to tease. Kisa unconsciously parted her lips slightly. She couldn't quite comprehend the words she had just heard and what had transpired because of them. But perhaps her reaction was interpreted as permission. The second contact was much more brazen. "Mmph." Seyard's tongue invaded past her lips, swallowing Kisa's short moan. Then he slowly explored the intimate territory inside. At…
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      by syl_bee Death. At that ominous word, Kisa sharply drew in her breath. She should have simply picked up the notebook, but without realizing why, she knelt on the floor and covered it with her hands. Death. Mother's death. The cat's death. The deaths of those who had been close to Kisa throughout her life flashed through her mind in succession. Fear overwhelmed her—the fear of having seen something she shouldn't have. How foolish! Just hours after hearing a monk's confession, she was about to make the same…
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      by syl_bee Kisa was flustered by her unexpected visitor. When Lily came to tell her that a monk wanted to see her, Kisa thought it might be Brother Vishius on an errand from the abbot. But Lily shook her head and said it was an elderly monk whom she had never seen before. Though puzzled, Kisa couldn't leave her guest waiting outside, so she showed him into the small reception room attached to her quarters. To her surprise, the monk she'd never met before introduced himself as Brother Makkio. The very man who was…
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      by syl_bee At those words, Brother Vishius defended Seyard to Brother Besano. "It's understandable they didn't get along. Brother Makkio is a learned man with excellent character, but he's... excessively strict, both with himself and others." Brother Besano nodded in agreement. "That's true. Hillan was already disinclined to actually serve as a brother, and their personalities simply didn't match. Makkio was responsible for his education since his adolescence, so it would be stranger if they had gotten…
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      by syl_bee Kisa blinked in surprise. "...Missing, you say?" It was unexpected news. "Yes, his whereabouts have been unknown for some time now." After saying this, Brother Vishius soon noticed Kisa's serious expression and waved his hands frantically. "You don't need to worry too much! It's not like he got involved in something dangerous or anything like that—he just ran away because he was afraid of being punished!" "Punished for what?" "Ah, well. That is..." "I suppose I have no choice," the monk muttered…
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      by syl_bee By the time Kisa's party reached Bonzmos after a two-and-a-half-day carriage journey, the western sky was dyed red with the evening sunset. They first headed to their designated lodging. At the Pavela Hotel, named after the nearby monastery and boasting the best facilities in the area, Kisa received a grand welcome. Local dignitaries of Bonzmos were waiting for her there. "Oh my, Lady Vansfelt! Welcome! We've been waiting for you!" "Was your journey very tiring? We hope you get plenty of rest during…
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      by syl_bee "So that's how it is..." Kisa couldn't hide her disappointment. She had been counting down the days to visit St. Pavela Monastery for almost two months. Half of her heart genuinely wanted to know about Seyard's past, while the other half hoped to dispel all suspicions and feel at ease again. No, perhaps the latter had grown much stronger by now. For the past two months, Kisa had suffered from the guilt of suspecting someone as kind as Seyard, along with the anxiety that his perceptive nature might…
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      by syl_bee "...Oh, I see." At Kisa's dejected voice, the smile on Seyard's face changed to one of embarrassment. "I'm sorry. I have quite a few matters to handle, and I should be heading down to my territory soon. I don't think I'll be able to make it during the monastery's open week." "No! It's fine. It's because of work, after all. I completely understand." In truth, as a lord, he should have been spending much more time in his territory. Moreover, the territory belonging to the Hillan family was the most…
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      by syl_bee That day, after having dinner with Seyard and taking a light stroll in the garden, she returned to the Vansfelt mansion. During those few hours, Kisa had opened and closed her lips meaninglessly dozens of times. The news that Daniel had come looking for her earlier that day, even blocking her carriage, rose to her throat but retreated back down. It hadn't been like this when Daniel had impulsively visited the Count Vansfelt's residence and first mentioned Seyard's past. After that incident, Kisa had…
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      by syl_bee Kisa didn't know how to respond and kept her mouth shut. If what Daniel was saying was true, it was difficult to deny that it was quite suspicious. But there was something bothering Kisa in the back of her mind. Separate from her faith in Seyard, for some reason she was vaguely recalling something she had heard before. 'What was it? What was it again?' It seemed like something that had happened relatively recently. As Kisa closed her eyes and tried to trace back her memories, she suddenly recalled…
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